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Title: First Signs of Magic: Severus Snape
Author name: Icarus
Author email: icarus_ancalion@yahoo.com
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Category: Drama
Sub Category: Angst
Keywords: Snape Dark First Signs Family
Rating: PG-13
Summary: Severus Snape still hasn't had his first signs of magic, and his grandfather wants to see him. His grandfather. A notorious wizard who hasn't been seen in public for nearly a decade, though the family insists that, yes, he is alive. What shall the Snapes do about Severus?
DISCLAIMER: This story is based on characters and situations created and owned by JK Rowling, various publishers including but not limited to Bloomsbury Books, Scholastic Books and Raincoast Books, and Warner Bros., Inc. No money is being made and no copyright or trademark infringement is intended.

Copyright 2004 by Icarus Ancalion. All rights reserved. This story may not be reproduced in whole or part without the author's explicit permission. Ask, guys. I'm easy to reach and usually quite generous.
Author notes: Thank you to Kat for the Beta review!

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First Signs of Magic: Severus Snape

by Icarus

Dust motes danced in the air like a cloud of gnats when the skinny, gangly dark-haired boy dropped onto the couch with a heavy whomp. He let out an even heavier sigh. Severus Snape was trapped for the summer at his boring old Grandparents' house.

Severus ignored the rules and put his feet up on the couch, sneakers and all. It was the only furniture safe to touch in this room. He was surrounded by delicate china in blue-white patterns, ghastly fragile knick-knacks, glass tables on spindly legs, powder blue carpet, lace and blue chintz. He was smothered in powder blue.

It all smelled like dust. Rot. Aging yellow paper.

Every morning, young Severus had to reintroduce himself to his Grandmother, who promptly forgot who he was. This morning he just gave up, and played along with whatever name she labeled him with, just to simplify things. So while he munched breakfast, she nattered on about people he'd never heard of, called him Danae, and smiled vaguely. How she could mistake him for a girl Severus had no idea. Okay, maybe it was the hair. He swept it behind his ears.

His Grandfather, Severus was sure, was just as mad. But Grandfather rarely came out of his lab and ate only at odd intervals. Severus had been here a month-seemed-like-a-million-years, and hadn't seen his Grandfather once in all that time. No one was allowed in that wing of the mansion that acted as his Grandfather's lab. Severus itched with curiosity. Severus Snape was twelve years old after all, with a twelve-year-old's sense of adventure.

Unlike his friends, however, Severus Snape had not gone to Hogwarts' School of Witchcraft and Wizardry last year when he turned eleven.

Why?

Because in his twelve years, Severus Snape had not shown a single sign of Magic.

A Squib. In their family.

He was smarter than any of his friends, Severus told himself, as he buried his face in the couch. Not that it helped. Severus slumped and chewed the inside of his mouth.

Severus was glad, at least, to get away from his friends' so-called 'sympathy.' It was ill-disguised disgust and he knew it. A Magical cripple that might rub off on them. Never mind that they'd played together just last year. It would have rubbed off then, right?

Now his family was already keen to wash their hands of him. Severus was sure that's why he was dumped at his Grandparents' this summer. They said his Grandfather wanted to see him. Ha.

The worst had been Severus' mother last Christmas. She had assured him that he would not be disinherited. Which only told him that he could be disinherited; it was their legal right. But no, no, Severus would 'always be taken care of.' God. It had hurt, that finality, when mum as much as told him she had given up for good. Mum had always been so proud of him. She took her disappointment well. With dignity befitting a Snape.

Severus wanted to break every pasty-blue piece of china in this room.

But he couldn't, so Severus sank further into the dusty-smelly-over-stuffed couch, in this awful room that smelled of his Grandmother's ancient lilac perfume. And dust. His stomach roiled. Even the house-elves seemed uppity. Severus bet they knew he would never be able to hex them properly. Knew the reason he was here... entombed at Snape Manor, his family's ancestral home, a place renowned, or infamous, for crazy Wizards and Dark Magic. And bloody boring for a kid.

Fuck off. Bugger off. Piss off. Sod off.

Severus folded his arms about himself, and mentally practiced his swear words for the next time the house-elves offered him so much as a sandwich. Severus' tongue had always been sharp but in the last year he had grown vicious. Like a declawed cat, it was the only weapon he had left.

With no friends and nothing to do, Snape sprawled on the couch and dozed miserably. Unable, and unwilling, to face his life.

~*~

Severus must have slept through dinner, because he startled awake to a pitch-dark room, completely disoriented. He sat up, frightened. At first Severus didn't know where he was, but the lilac-and-dust smell reacquainted him. Then he wasn't sure when it was. But he decided it was late. 'Cause he was hungry. Severus decided not to swear at the next House Elf who came bearing sandwiches, and even glanced about hopefully. But no Elf obliged.

Damn them, Severus sulked. His mother hated profanity, so he'd taken vindictive pleasure in using it - often - since that talk last Christmas. Though mostly in his mind. Then Severus wished he hadn't remembered her. And that talk. And the reason for it. Insensible sleep was so much better. But the couch was suddenly uncomfortable and cold.

Severus forced himself up out of the couch, and banged his knee on a glass table, winced in pain and swore some more under his breath.

The lights in the room ought to have gone on when he needed them - this was a Wizarding Manor after all. But the house wards had not been reset to him, to light torches and other lights wherever he went, as they did in Snape's own home. His Grandparents were too far gone to remember such basic practicalities. And Severus couldn't use magic to light them of course. So he was forced to stumble along in the dark, cursing the unfair universe that took the time to point out yet another weakness.

When he found the main stairs, Severus noticed a crack of light under the door to his Grandfather's wing. His lab. Maybe Grandfather was there. Or maybe... he had just left a light on. Severus' curiosity was piqued again. Like any twelve-year-old, he couldn't keep his depression in mind when his attention was caught. If Grandfather was asleep... he had to sleep sometime after all, and night was the most likely time... then maybe Severus could have a little peek. As he approached the door, Severus glanced quickly left, then right.

There was a faint crackling hum, slightly below hearing level, coming from behind that door. It teased at Severus. He ignored any second thoughts; he now just had to know what that sound was.

Severus tried the door to Grandfather's wing, and found it unlocked. Was it always unlocked? Somehow, Severus doubted it, though he didn't stop to think why that would be. It opened onto a long hallway. A brighter light was at the end. Behind another door.

Severus bit his lip and steeled himself. The corridor seemed even darker than the rest of the house, compared to the square outline of light ahead. The square of light imprinted itself on Snape's eyes redly when he blinked. It was a sight he would remember for the rest of his life.

This door was unlocked as well. It opened silently.

The twelve-year-old's jaw went slack as he stared up at the tall white man in pale robes, whose ghostly hair stuck out around him like an aurora. His Grandfather didn't seem at all surprised to see Severus. He merely tilted his head curiously at the boy. Studying him.

Then, silently, he motioned Severus into the room. Severus shuffled forward the few remaining steps. Just as silently, the tall man shut the door behind him.

Severus couldn't breathe. He blinked in the sudden light after the dark of the corridor.

"Severus." The voice was low, and hoarse, as if it hadn't been used in a very long time. Grandfather spoke Severus' name hesitantly, as if he had to dig it out of his memory. But Severus hadn't realised his Grandfather knew his name at all. It was a big improvement over his grandmother.

Severus' black eyes were as wide as saucers. All he could do was nod.

The old man grunted. "I'm always surprised when I'm right." Which made no sense at all to Severus, but then he was already confused tonight. So he nodded again.

"Come. Child. Sit down. Have some... biscuits...." with a wave of his wand a plate of biscuits appeared. "That's what children like, yes? Hm? Biscuits?"

Obediently, Severus accepted the plate, and began to sit in a nearby wicker chair. He watched his mysterious Grandfather carefully. Grandfather seemed much more alert than his Grandmother.

"Not there. Sit on the table." Grandfather smiled stiffly, the corners of his mouth lifted reluctantly, mechanically, artificial. It didn't look like smiling was something Grandfather did often.

The biscuits disappeared, and reappeared to Severus' left, on the far side of a chest-high stone table. Moved out of reach. Like bait. Severus looked at his Grandfather warily. His eyes shifted from the table, to his Grandfather, and back again. Severus didn't move.

Out of the corner of his eyes, which he did not take off his Grandfather for an instant, Severus could see they were in a large ballroom with various unmatched furniture scattered about randomly. A lot of the furniture was covered in white sheets, as though the room was unused. Despite the fact that Grandfather had worked here for years.

Tables of all shapes and sizes, delicate ones, sturdy ones, glass ones, wooden ones... were pulled up into a vague half-circle about the stone table, and they held various obviously Magical Artifacts. The room crackled with that same energy Severus had felt or heard before. There were bits of skeleton that glowed faintly, cauldrons set upon hooks that hung in midair, suspended above phosphorescent flames that didn't quite touch the elegant moldering carpet. There was row upon row of countless glittering vials and decanters, flowerpots that were used for something other than plants, stained dishes in that familiar blue and white pattern, clearly borrowed from the kitchen and never returned...

It was then that Severus noticed the manacles attached to the stone table. He looked at the biscuits. Then his Grandfather. His Grandfather looked completely calm, as only madmen who are utterly sure of themselves can be.

No... was Severus' last thought.

~*~

A white ceiling and white walls. White curtains. Suspended by a metal curtain rod. A plain metal rod. And plain metal rings. Utilitarian. Sanitary. Hospital... Severus' eyes began to focus, and he struggled to understand what he was seeing. St. Mungo's?

Above Severus, in that field of white, there was a circle of frighteningly white hair, wild, rayed out around a pallid face, that held frighteningly black eyes... naturally deep-set, but hollowed out from years of neglected sleep. His Grandfather. Dr. Eckard Aurelius Snape. Those fearsome eyes looked... pleased.

As Severus stirred, the hospital curtains billowed out of their own accord. Then they were ripped off the rings, and flung violently across the room. Moments later a dustbin in the corner overturned itself with a loud metal clang.

"What did you do?" Severus whispered to his Grandfather. He didn't mean the curtains. Or the dustbin.

Severus' hands were clammy and his heart pounded in his throat. That crackling feeling he remembered from Snape Manor moved under his skin now. Alive.

"Perhaps, as a Snape it just took a little more to scare you, eh?" Dr. Eckard Snape lifted the white-faced boy's chin with a knuckle, smiling at his family's heir with yellowed teeth. The boy's eyes were startled and innocent. Huge in that thin face.

Magic released again, knocking over a metal cabinet and shattering vials in a shimmer and tinkle of glass. Grandfather didn't even flinch. As though he expected it.

Severus realised, numbly, that he was definitely going to Hogwarts now. A year behind his friends, but he was going. But he had no friends anymore. Severus' jaw was set. He would never forget how they abandoned him because he was a Squib.

"What did you do?" The boy repeated, disbelieving.

Grandfather Eckard Snape, doctor Emeritus, published author of a ground-breaking Magical Theory that was scoffed at by the Magical community... and Dark Wizard, Severus now knew... said nothing. His eyes glittered at the terrified boy, who swallowed nervously.

A picture tore itself off the wall, hovered a moment in mid-air - then slammed itself violently to the floor.

Severus' Grandfather swept into a chair beside the hospital bed, surprisingly nimble for his age, his robes billowing. The breeze from him stank, Severus coughed. Grandfather stank. His breath stank. Like he had not bathed in years. Which was quite possible. His robes were a greyish indeterminate colour, rumpled and as threadbare as a hermit's. Maybe they had a colour once, but were so old it was gone.

"There is more than one kind of Magic," was all the explanation Grandfather would offer.

He steepled his hands and peered at Severus. Not as one would gaze at a child, out of concern for their welfare. But rather, as though Severus was a piece of equipment, or an experiment that was going particularly well. There was a shriek and a crash from the Nurse's station outside Severus' room. Severus knew without looking that the heavy scrolls of patient lists were now unrolled, and fluttering about the room beyond his.

Severus couldn't help it, and he couldn't stop. Severus had never heard of first signs that started and then didn't end.

"Dumbledore will manage you," his Grandfather said cryptically, in a thoughtful tone of voice, "though no doubt Albus will guess what I've done. Yes. No doubt of it." And Dr. Eckard Snape chuckled, deep in his throat.

Severus stared at the ceiling. He dimly recalled family gossip, half overheard from the kid's table, that his Grandfather didn't like Dumbledore. Something about a mutual friend, some said. But he heard the name 'Grindelwald' whispered, and that got his attention. That's why he remembered it at all. He had scoffed at his Aunts at the time, but now he believed that Grandfather had known the infamous Dark Wizard. His Grandfather really had wanted to see him Severus realised...

Then Severus felt a thrill of fear and anticipation at his Grandfather's next words:

"Dumbledore can manage you at School. But, for the summer, I think it best you come to me from now on. For... private instruction."

Severus' friends, his family, all had abandoned him. But this strange Wizard, who cared for nothing but his research, the fact he needed Severus for his experiment, that cool logic alone could be trusted.

~*~

"So you see, Filch," Professor Severus Snape completed his story, leaning casually against the stone wall of the dungeon outside Filch's quarters, "I am not likely to hold the usual opinion of..." Snape pursed his lips around the word distastefully, "...Squibs."

He handed the old Hogwarts caretaker a heavy iron-bound book. "Don't waste your time with Kwik-Spell lessons and such rot. The answer - if any answer can be found, since that misguided set of misanthropes at the Ministry had my Grandfather killed - lies here." He tapped the book.

Filch's eyes glittered hungrily as he reached for and cradled the book in his arms. He looked at Dr. Eckard Snape's posthumous and highly illegal unpublished research, with the eagerness of a starving man at a banquet.

"Unfortunately, I have never been able to continue his research. I don't have time for such matters," Snape continued smoothly, "but perhaps you might find a minute or two, here and there?"

Filch didn't appear to have heard him. He was already flipping the pages. Filch nodded absently but it was as though Snape had ceased to exist. The Potions master smiled in wry amusement and left without further comment.

Snape strode down the dank stone corridors, musing about his years with his Grandfather. The old Dark wizard had been a pure scientist, one who didn't give a damn about the rest of world, Voldemort, or anyone else. Including his favourite guinea pig, Severus. His bizarre theory, that Muggles and Squibs were potentially magical, guaranteed Dr. Eckard Snape was hated equally by everyone. As much by the Malfoys of the world as the fools at the Ministry, who were aghast at such an appalling affront to their superiority.

Fools.

A slight satisfied smirk played about Snape's lips. He would like to see the students' faces should Filch actually succeed, and suddenly be able to perform Magic.

That would be very rewarding indeed.

Finis.

Also check out First Signs of Magic: Hermione Granger or First Signs of Magic: Draco Malfoy - but first, please review.

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